I don't have a lot of claims to fame. I once held the national 800m track record for my age. For about 5 minutes. So long ago now that I don't even remember when or where it was. But hey, it must have been something. About a year or so ago, I discovered that this blog site was linked on an official government web site as a source of information for people moving to Sweden. I can only think that they were wanting to reduce the rate of immigration. Kind of funny though, they obviously hadn't read in any depth.
Recently though, I seem to have hit the headlines again. Albeit with a different and more niche audience. Before moving to Sweden, I worked as a department manager for the local city council where I lived. I had previously worked for the same council for about 10 years, some years prior. Anyway, coming back in after a few years out in the real world, I was pretty shocked to see the high instances of poor practice, general incompetancy, and straight out dodgy dealings. I guess I didn't been in a postition before to see and appreciate the scope of things, but it was pretty shocking to say the least.
My reason for returning to the council was probably not the most ethical. At that stage we had decided that we would be moving to Sweden. As part of the process I decided to update my qualifications and bring them more in line with Swedish practices. My qualifications and experience were fine in a country where everyone in the industry knew me, but starting out in a new country meant needing to have bigger guns. I had worked out that it would likely take me a couple of years studying part time to get me to the level I wanted. I had a pretty high pressure job at the time with not a lot of free or stress-free time. I knew that I could do the job back at the council in my sleep and that would give me the time I needed to prepare myself for the big move. And it turned out well. I managed to study, work, and have free time. Thank God for the Public Service.
Because I knew that this job was only a temporary stop for me, I didn't feel threatened or worried about my employment. Not really needing the job gave me a greater sense of freedom in how I viewed my employment world. As a result, when I saw something which I felt was not in the best interests of the tax payer, I made it known. Only ever in-house mind, I was always loyal to my employer. I managed to win a few battles, which felt good. Along the way however, I managed to piss off a couple of life-long managers who seemed to think that I should just shut up and mind my place. I believe that (and you know who you are, Harland / McKenzie / Abercrombie) they were frightened that other people might find out exactly how bad they were. I was privy to a lot of sensitive dealings and knew about most of the dodgy inside deals, payments, etc. The stupid part is that I was the one person they need never have worried about in the whole organisation. As I said, I only ever spoke out within the organisation, never outside.
Anyway, when I left to move to Sweden, I had a formal interview. I took the opportunity to express my disappointment about some of the things I had witnessed and how I had expected better from some people. I've seen enough of those exit interviews to know that they get tossed into the trash, so I never really gave any weight to the idea that it was anything more than a rubber stamping exercise. 3 days later I flew out of the country and haven't given the place another thought.
Fast forward 4 years. I've kept an eye on media reports from "The Old Country" and I know that my former council employer has got themselves into a bit of financial trouble recently over some poor business decisions which have, in turn, highlighted poor internal practices. I was mildly interested to read the reports, but nothing more than that. So, I was quite shocked to be contacted by the owner of an internet commentary site to advise me that there had been a sudden spate of searches being made on my name and the name of my former employer. It seems that I have made more of an impression that I originally thought.
You know what, Jim, Dave and Rhonda ? From Day One I had enough information to sink the empire. But I never used that position of privilage to take advantage. Not once. Despite having every opportunity. Remember that. It's funny how some people mistakenly think that their own level of self-interest and disloyalty must automatically apply to everyone else. If you keep screwing the system, you're going to get caught eventually. And you don't need my help to do that.
Nuff said.
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